He said he felt like fallingn(I feel like falling)nSaid I can't stop drinkingn(It helps the feeling)nnI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes to think of you but you ain't therenI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes to think of younnIt takes a year or twon(Before it really hits you)nThat there's no coming backn(No drunk reunion)nAll the moronic momentsn(the fights, the violence)nI race to get them backnRetrieved from nine diariesnnI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes to think of you but you ain't therenI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes to think of younnAll the deep tracks you leftnSolve the mysterynOf why I took my life next & my historynAnd in my secret head, wellnI got so frightenednWill I be remembered?nWould you still remember me?nnI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes to think of you but you ain't therenI close my eyes to think of God but he ain't therenI close my eyes, remember you