I can't, I can't understandnHow the winter can stay this long and so coldnIt gets worse, it only gets worsenAnd the weaker I get the deeper it bitesnnEverything is on ice it's so cold outsidenEverything is on ice it's so cold outsidennThinking it's beginning to sink innI guess you can turn into whatever you likenThen what have I become?nA monster scary only to itself?nnEverything is on ice it's so cold outsidenEverything is on ice it's so cold outsidenTonight I'll try to go outsidenI'll close my eyes and hope I got it all rightnnAnd everything, everything will changenAnd someday I'll trick myself, forget all thisnRewrite the whole thing nAnd the ice will melt and the winter will end nAnd then I'll be ok nAnd then it willnThen it will be spring again for a while