I pray to God like it's the end of the worldnBut life is meaningless when I wake up without you!nOh God, I'm a terrible mess today!nAnd if I don't ignore the whole in my heart and move onnBy the end of the night I could up bled to deathnOh God will I ever get this back..nWhere I was so long ago.?nnThe city lights seem far away,nAre you looking for me?nIf I can only make it through this night,nMaybe something will bring comfort somehow..nnI tell myself that I'll forget about girlsnBut life is so much more with the touch of someones skin to mine.nMy lust has brought me to my knees again!nnWill I fall on my face without you holding my hand?nI swear I'll try, I swear I'll try!nnI'm still so terrified by the crash of the wavesnAnd the sting in my eyes when I can finally see.nI'm still so terrified by the lights, and the hands pull me in for the very first time.nnI can't do this, I can't do this all on my own.nIf I can only make it through this night,nMaybe I will find the thing that I need.n(I'm still so terrified...)nnI thought I knew but I don'tnI don't know anything at all