When was I alive?nCould It be sleep is all I know?nHow could I have made mistakes?nIs there something more for me to learn?nWill I ever make it back to younAnd will you still want me?nHave you been waiting for the sound of my return?nnI'll wait for your calling..nnIf I was ever an imperfect sonnOr a foolish boy, or a wretched child,nI was only out looking for JesusnI was only becoming a Godly man!nnPace the floornWooden legs have never been so silentnThe wind outside the window sounds like heaven is almost herenBefore I was made, I was close to perfectionnSince I became, I've gone the wrong direction.nnThe lies I've told, the hearts I've stolennHow could I pretend to love so long?nMy God, I'm a terrible mess today!nMy God, I'm becoming a monster!