I fear the sun, I fear the moonlightnI find my days wasting, wasting awaynI mourn alone, I live in silencenI find my time wasting, wasting awaynThe days they pass and years then follownI see that life's a bitch and then you dienAnd from my dreams, I will awakennTo find my life has wasted, wasted awaynnTake me away from here and give me back my lifenPut me back at the start and force me to open up my eyes.nnMy darkened room, I let in daylightnI find the sun blinding to my eyesnA mirrored wall, see my reflectionnAnd a face I can't recognizenThe tears I've cried and times that I triednMy energy wasted, wasted awaynCold and scared, weak and angrynForced to sit feeling myself dyingnnAnd I have my regrets, all the things that I couldn't seenFor the times that I wept, all the anger inside of me...nFor the times that I begged younTo slap me awake