Polyanna, you don’t think I crave stability?nI’m just as smashed up as you are!nBroken in spirit. And this is why i left you.nnI am not on a vacation, it’s a goddamn funeral.nI watched the spirits plummet - A young body dropped on the asphalt.nnBut why lie to a heap of granite..nThere are times when I miss you, there’s less hope than I can handle. nDon’t hate me!nnHave you ever thought that this ncreature of freedom really is a bitter beast?nA monster of depression.nVague and undeveloped.nnBenumbed, unhindered I cut through your flesh.nOn the prowl.nDoesn’t take long for your world to fall apart,ndoes it? Does it? Does it? Does it?nnGod damn it, this is a dark fucking period.nI put wolves in your garden, set your porch on fire. nYour voice is broken.nnAnd how do holes get into people? nI Know it! I Know it! I Know it!nI watched bodies burst, i know how ghosts are born.nI wish i hadn’t seen it...