Is this the love you had wished for?nA bleak and terrible disease.nAre these folded hands your prayer?nOh god please don't let it end like this!nI feigned resistance: This is not where your arm's supposed to be!nMisplaced gestures and signs.nOh I know I've put you through hell.nSomeone is going to be killed.nSkinny fingers - like a necklace,na frame beneath my chin.nThe ink right above my hand saysnCenter of attention please! - It's unbearable.nWhen the poison has eaten through my wristsnI will finally no longer care about emotional barriers.nEmotional barriers