Looking up amongst the rebel, I see trouble on horizons
Indecisive I decided, at the moment I aint going,
I was opened that you felt it, shift as I did
Instead I head the eyelids
Im crying over spilled milk, it seems
Still dreaming through...
And kisses half fermented,
Over lips of your misses
On the tips of my finger is the feeling, loss
Grasping that straws, wars once stood
I wish I could reach you via phone, instead Im here alone
After finding you gone.
No letters, no message, no love loss on your part
I guess the rest of me was move on as hearts do.
Id follow you through fire if desired,
A love I would have died for and ever more the irony.
Its like I was too blind to see, ...
Got on that thing and left, ignored what I felt, if it wasnt real.
Was it real?
You will have,
You!
Looking for comfort, darling, and none to be found
My heart pounds and quakes, imagining the family you create.
Its such a bitter taste, I remember when space was our solitude
But me and you were lovers, now were all the others,
How could ever hold anothers name in the same place as yours?
How could I not feel scorned.
You never look back, and ever more,
I see your face through the glass,
The way you turned your way from outstretched hands,
As if youve never known.
But we could go, in the deep wells the tears swell, inhale
The carbon, no oxygen for miles,
I smile only for freedom.
I want to tell I need him, so whats the use of breathe in
Tell me whats the reason
I guess this is the season,
I guess I should just leave him
And words that fall where death is ever more
Im here!
And when?