I take nothing from thisnI walk away holding airnJust barely in my lungsnAspirating blood from choking on these memories of fantasiesnthat there will be a light for mennThere will be no light in this hollownThere will be no voice for me to follownPast the damage and regretnPast the fire I could not setnTo tell myself that I'm alivenGive me a reason to survivennWhat does it matter nownIf this will ever happennTell me you even carenThat I have sunk so lownWhat does it matter nownIf I won't live to see thisnWhy would you even carenWhen I'm not there to burden you with guiltnnWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter nownnTracing veins upon my skinnAnd holding in my every scream to just a whispernChoked back to just a ghost of a real emotionnAnd everything's insidenBoiling just behind my eyesnEverything's insidenBoiling just behind my eyesnBut they're too dry to opennAnd you're too blind to noticenBut what does it matter now nWhat does it matter nownnWhat does it matter nownIf this will ever happennTell me you even carenThat I have sunk so lownWhat does it matter nownIf I won't live to see thisnWhy would you even carenWhen I'm not there to burden you with guiltnnWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter nownWhat does it matter now