Another phone callnAnother life lost to the monster I’ve becomenI try to break apart from myselfnI try to believe there is a better part of menThe half that used to do these thingsntries so desperately to dienI want to let it dienWill you let it dienAnd pretend that I have changednnAnother phone callnAnother chance to prove I’ll never kill againnThis has to be worth somethingnCan’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the endnnI walk on waternAlways staring at the holes nailed through my feetnI know I’m sinkingnI always knew these wounds would be my endingnnAnother phone callnAnother chance to prove I’ll never kill againnThis has to be worth somethingnCan’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the endnnI don’t have any strange delusionsnI won’t receive what I deservenI know the past is close behind menbut please believe me that I triednnAnother phone callnOne more reminder of the things I can't escapenI thought this would be a chance to prove, that I could just kill half of mennPlease believe me that I triednI want to let it dienPlease believe me that I triednWill you let it diennPlease believe me that I triednI want to let it dienPlease believe me that I triednAnd pretend that I have changednnAnother phone callnAnother chance to prove I’ll never kill againnThis has to be worth somethingnCan’t a man like me hope to find redemption in the end (x2)nn