Awake today, a wicked diseasenAll you ever had offered me was a little day and a lot of nightnbut I dont care now, you are on my mindnbut always, you always say that, who else will hear that?nsomehow I know to stay backnnall in all a piece of me was lostnwhere fate is a lesson claimed nI'm yours I'm not falling for that again I'm afraid you lie all the timennI love you today nI'm holding you back with constant reminders of where you're at nIf you love me today, youre holding me backnI guess it's time you let me gonnUnlike today the chances are it's the shortest straw I swearnso hold on tight or it wont let you let go of menthat I could say who knows, who cares who you think you arencuz we all say, I love and I've loved all in vainnnand I tried to let you know the way, that fate passes overnI long to let you know it was today that was infected with you all the timennI dont know where we go from herenoh no, all I know is I dont want you here today