There's no more to be feltnNo need to gasp for airnFloor of the bathroom has stopped to benSo cold and hard - so cold and hardnThere's no more sound to be heardnThe roome became gloomynBut I was still conscious in spite ofnThe silence and void - silence and voidnHave no perception of shapes or formsnNo concrete memory... no here and therenOnly a knowledge of my being's all I havenThere ain't nothing, no one, nowherenAlone... alonenTime must end - nothing to help menEndless pain and tormenting wantnIt started to dawn on me thennInitially too weak to noticenAnd too far away to get fully awarenOf light shining therenStruck by sudden hopenLight became brighter and brighternAnd started to brust - started to brustnFrightened of thoughtsnThat will eat me up from insidenThere's no escape, no way to erasenNothingness, crushed from outsidenFeel like dust that's lost in nowherenAshamed... ashamednTime must end - nothing to help menEndless pain and tormenting wantn