Nothing to say, to be honestnGot no idea what to talk about nownSpeaking my mind is so uselessnCan't think of words that suit the stale I'm innDon't know at all what it's all aboutnAll day long I'm smokingnAlways a thrill butI'm not getting highnI'm not excitednI don't feel like itnDeteriorationnI've got a cracked brain, cracked brainnFeel too lazy to get upnJust stay in bed and rest my mindnNowhere to go - no one's waitingnAll I want is to get passed this daynStare at a box with moving picturesnLie on a rug and let the time pass bynClouds of smoke inside my bedroomnFloating away and leave reality behindnI'm not excited...n