I woke face down in the sand.nOnly remembering the holes in your hands.nYou looked at me so fondly,nAlthough I walked away.nnSo can you teach me to dance?nOr tell me the number of stars in the sky?nI am a carcass lying in the rosesnSuffocating with each breath.nnTurning the pedals into paper,nI’ll kill us all before I'm through.nPull out my heart;nTear at my lungs so I don't feel this anymore.