When I was 12 I loved a girl named Rachel.nOur very first kiss was my first kiss.nIt was soft and wet, and I wish I could kiss her now.nIt would be so much better now.nnFive years ago I loved a girl named Nicole.nWe would laugh and talk and fight and stay up all night, but mostly fight.nI wish I could love her now.nIt would be so much better now.nnI loved a girl named Jessie and it was safe and warm, red and orange, but we got bored.nI wish I could travel back in time and make things better now.