I had a bad night once againnThat fed the cancer in my brainnI woke up tired aching coldnMy nightmares leave me unresolvednMy leaden lungs won't let me sighnI cannot laugh and will not crynI don't feel good I don't feel badnNothing I do could make me gladnMy heart is numb my spirit sorenI don't like myself anymorenNot good not bad so numb so sore(X2)nNo sweet memories to recallnMy life is but an endless fallnI've nothing but unfriendly sides ]nAnd no one shares my sleepless nights ](X2)nI don't feel good I don't feel badnNothing I do could make me gladnMy heart is numb my spirit sorenI don't like myself anymorenDevoid of emotions I livenOf myself I just cannot givenI'm crushed I'll never dare to dreamnWhy can't I cry ? Why can't I scream ?nI will not cry and will not scream !nI don't feel good I don't feel badnNothing I do could make me gladnMy heart is numb my spirit sorenI don't like myself anymorenNot good not bad so numb so sore (x2)