I know its not really fair but I've gotta be selfish in this thingnAnd you do too cause its all for us in the long runnAnd the stupid thing is I don't know what I wantnI don't even know what I'm trying to achievenI'm hurting both of us for some greater goodnnChorus:nBut what do I know I'd rather leave it up to fatenCause my head's making choices that my heart just cannot takenBut there was something inside I could feel it in my soulnAnd it grows...nnBeen walking round in a daze making rash decisions at easenI'm scaring myself because I'm afraid I'll change my mind againnAnd the stupid thing is I know I'm worse without younI know that I'll be tired and alone but I've gotta find out on my ownnSo I did what I thought was right yeah I did what I thought was rightnnChorus x2