As dawn melted my heartnI opened up my eyesnRed roses from abovenWere planted inside of menAnd when the never fading lovenWas established in my heartnMy traveling days begannnI walked beside the constantly flowingnSpring of clear waternAlways ready to slaked my thirstnAnd give me peace and strengthnI ran towards the fieldsnInviting me to let my tiered soul restnHow sweet they werenThose pastures of greennnA smell of life filled the airnAnd the sun gave constant energynTo my once dead spiritnThe magnificence of this paradisenTold a wonderful tale about a creationnTaking place since times immemorialnI could hear the tranquil whisper:nCome closer to me, beloved onenThe Spirit's voiced touchednMy ears with love and carennI continued the pathnAnd stepped inside the forestnStill hearing the whisper:nCome closer to me...nBut suddenly the beautiful treesnAnd days light turnednInto a landscape of thorn and fognnSoon I was lost in an unknown wildernessnAnd there was no end to my frightnTears ran down my mourned facenAnd the pain showed no mercynThere I was, a helpless and frightened childnAt last I fell down on my knees in prayernWhile feeling the despairnComing closer and closernFather, help me out of here, I screamednBut no answer was heardnSee my pain... no one therenI became a lonely prisonernBound by chains of doubtnNowhere could I find the meaningnOf things happening to menAt day I stood screaming, crying and prayingnAnd at night I lay shaking in terrible helplessnessnnFinally, all my power was gonenAnd I nearly gave up it allnWith my last strength I liftednMy face towards heaven and cried it out:nFather, Thy will be done, and not minenThen I felt in a total less of powernAwaiting the arrival of another frozen night