You are the process that makes it equivalent.nYou are the dividend, extra parts on lay away.nLearn to sit like the remainder.nnIt's hard now as I sit back and realize that I wasn't aware,nwasn't affected.nIt was so distant to me--nI didn't know any victims,nwasn't aware of any victimizers.nIt was the type of thing that happened to other people in other cities,nnot my friends in my town.nI look back in painnwondering how I could have been so naive.nI only know two women that I am close tonthat have not been raped or abused,nand the number of mennthat I am close that I really knownhaven't raped or abused is even less.nI try and try to stop this revolving door of manipulation and abuse,nbut the pressure seems to crush me,nfor I am only one.nIt will take more than one broken spoke to stop this wheel so strong from turning.nI will try and I might fail,nbut there will still be one who will not contribute,none who will not continue,none who will not take,nand one who will not rape.