I had again been searching through the night,nmy hope all but gone and still no end in sight.nwith no clear vision of what to find,nI'd left my confidence long behind.nnmy troubled sleep saw the sun rise,nmy dreams became a blessing in disguise.nI felt safe, my fear began to break,nI knew it was real but I was not awake.nnyou fell asleep and now you're mine.nI feel so helpless and so weak.njust let go and embrace your dream.nI've lost track of what I am.nnyou thought you had it all, but now all that has changed.nnever again put up with a world that is so deranged.nleaving behind all that you had known before.nstill confused, but you can feel that there is so much more.nnI had felt so lost before,nmy boat had somewhere run ashore.nI cried out into the night,nthere was nothing that felt right.nnI had given myself in,nand self-pity was my kin.nnow I leave all that behind,nto re-emerge and live the dream.