a flash on the nightsky,nagainst ceaseless rainfall.na flicker on the wall,namidst dancing shadows.nnspinning round in circles,nyet rooted on the spot.nlying still on the floor,nwhirling about inside.nnthis is not what I had wanted,nI have to leave this place.nthis is not what I had dreamed of,nI need to gain more space.nnthis is not what I intended,nI have to leave these shores.nthis is not what I had hoped for,nI need to close these doors.nnI should get on an airplane.nI should leave this state of mind.nI should use the passing lane.nI should leave this life behind.nnI will catch the morning breeze.nI will jump into the sea.nI will follow my caprice.nI will finally be me.nnthis is not what I had wanted,nI have to leave this place.nthis is not what I had dreamed of,nI need to gain more space.nnthis is not what I had wanted,nI have to leave this place.nthis is not what I had dreamed of,nI need to gain more space.nnthis is not what I intended,nI have to leave these shores.nthis is not what I had hoped for,nI need to close these doors.nnso many directions,nI feel so pulled apart.nso many distractions,nI feel them split my heart.nnso many directions,nI feel so pulled apart.nso many distractions,nI feel them split my heart.nnso many directions,nI feel so pulled apart.nso many distractions,nI feel them split my heart.