I sit,nTransfixed, oblivious and overwhelmed with you,nWith all of younnI want out,nLong to step into this perfect reverie,nThis memorynnWallown__yesterdays' Saturdaysn__The morning light of endless nightn__Because sudden looks in picture books have gone away, n________Changed and disappeared.nnSunshine,nA fleeting afternoon and laughter,nWarming everythingnnStreetlights,nSet in and with them bring their orange glow,nSummer shownnWallown__yesterdays' Saturdaysn__The morning light of endless nightn__Because sudden looks in picture books have gone away, n________Changed and disappeared.nnThere was such savoir-faire.nWe were all debonair.nAnd walking though the alley ways the faces turned to catchnOur names.nnWe were all crass and righteous.nEach and everyone of us justifiednIn yesterday.nnDon't lie.nYou see it in my eyes that I am strugglingnWith strugglingnnI want out,nLong for those days that I spent with younWith all of you… and I wallow.