Walking through starlight.
Surrounded by streetlights.
Right now I've never felt so alone.
Never sparing a thought for this monster inside me.
It's wearing me.
It's wearing me down with every step.
My burden.
My conscience.
My only fucking enemy is myself.
Walking alone, I've got a head full of doubt and a heart full of stone.
I've got nothing to say so I sit in the dark and contemplate my fate.
Tonight I'm smashing streetlights in my mind so there will be nothing but stars for the rest of my life.
Streetlights burn bright.
I'm holding onto the nights that a part of me died so that I never forgot that I once was alive.
I won't hide.
I'm letting go of the wind on my face and the sea in my veins.
If I don't I will lose my mind.
Another sleepless night burning before sunrise.
I know that I can't hide from the demons in my mind.
All of the days, all of the hours that I spent hating myself.
They were a fucking waste.
And now I'm wasting away.
Forget all of the lies they told you.
Forget everything they said.
I tried for so long to open up my heart and forgive the world.
I can't forget everything I know but I'll try.
I'll try.