had fallen down again, I had nowhere to gonYou had bolted your doors and closed your windowsnStill a crack in your wall that I could see throughnSaw your house was empty and rode out to meet younnBut the city was cold confusing and vastnAnd the light in my soul was fading fastnSlung towards the back streetsnAnd the alleys where the drunks fightnnWalked on past the factories in ever dying sunlightnnI needed younI needed younI needed younBut you never came for mennMany years now have passednShe's not left my mindnAnd memories like photographs have faded in timenI walked past the cafes and the nightclubsnWalked past the beggars nAnd the ladies with their white glovesnnI know it won't be long nownIt's getting near the endnMy ribs are poking through and my coat is getting thinnnI needed younI needed younI needed younBut you never came for mennSo I walked back to where I'd once called homenBut the rooms were dark and bare and the garden overgrownnAnd the door was still locked and the windows still shutnAnd the wall was still cracked nWhy did I come back?nAnd the answer so thin left me hollow withinn'cause nothing had changed except the date and my agenAnd I still have this pain bloating my veinsnThumping in my aching brainnnI needed younI needed younI needed younBut you never came for mennSo I turned away from my madnessnThought I saw a light flicker by the doornI closed down both my eyelids and thought no more