The memories remainnFrom when I was alivenAll I used to benIs buried in the snownI lie there all alonenFar away from homenI fought until the endnWith nothing to defendnnAnd we were told that we were heroesnNot to be defeatednI found it out the hard way: they all liednI can see the few remainingnDying all around menAnd none of them will go to heavennnLet me take you backnTo where it all begannRemind you of the painnGathered here todaynI was young, the road before me wide and neverendingnHeading for a life of you and menThe days of joy, the tears of laughternEchoes in forevernThe time had come to prove I was a mannnI'm one of a million marching to a certain gravenI made the war my enemy, no glory to the bravenIf only I could find a way to ease my mindnLeave all this pain behindnWhy am I here? Tell me why!nnThe world I knew was out of reachnReality was under siegenThe innocent was torn apartnIn this hell out there we were dying one by onennFar away from the battlefieldnBy the choices made our fate was sealednThe visions of a mind insanenIs to blame for this massacre in vainnnNever to retreatnNever say surrendernThe winter and the coldnThe invincible defendernThe had the nation and Mother Nature on their sidennI was told I'd be a heronI would be rewardednBut I don't see the stone upon my gravenNow I'm just a lonely spiritnTrapped inside a nightmarenThe souls of all I killed won't let me go