I can't tell you where I've been now darlingnThere are hawks inside my headnAnd every smile and every good thingnAre picked at 'til they are deadnI love you was all she saidnThat's all she saidnnnFrom that old streetnTo that new housenTo those beautiful hills inside your blousenTo the rain that kept fallingnAnd those years off the railsnWhen we smiled like two sailors With holes in our sailsnWhen I turned to a coma with a black hole in my chestnWhen a kiss was the cure and I'd save my breathnWhen you'd walk to the bedroom and I'd fall on the couchnIf I wasted your beauty I'll ignite it somehown'Cause a dream can be cruelnWhen it haunts you like thisnWith your eyes like a deernAnd the words from your lipsnWhat I'm trying to say isnI was afraid that you'd leavenSo I slept with my failures and I started to grievennI started to grievenI started to grieve