The room's new carpet, and the walls' apartment hue add to the visitor feeling I'm used to.nThe morning window's freezing from outside. nIt wakes me up.nnWasting air to the falling light.nAngel, you picked me up but the devil wants me too.nI never gave a fuck, so why should you?nnI awoke in a fog with an ache, at a loss.nYou were faking through relationships to rot.nThis is not my home anymore.nnAll my accomplishments are joined with asterisks,nso in a few years they're meaningless.nnDarling, I can't erase it, but could you forget my lies?nWe were the slut and the self-made mess.nPlease know I tried.nnSmile, smile.nSmile for all.nI can't smile anymore.nnI skip rocks to mock the clashing tide.nIt's encroaching on our side.nThe wave parade is drowning me out too.nIt breaks me up.nnWish I could have done more to you.nThey used your body up, leaving your guts dry.nBut you never gave a fuck so why the fuck should I?nnDarling, I can't erase it, but could you forget my lies?nWe were the slut and the self-made mess.nPlease know I tried.nnAnd that face escapes me, but the shame's forever.nWhen I get the nerve to test the death for life renewal,nyou'll find me lying at the bottom of the pool.nnAnd when I'm face down in that water nDon't pick me up.nCause I'll be face down in that water next to you.nDon't pick me upnIt will be better underwater.nDon't pick me up.
Lyrics by Adelleda
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