If I can then I will twist this knife until it snaps at the hilt to make you feel this damage done is real.nWhen will I recover from a wound that never heals? The answer's always never. Forget November and suffer with a smile.nnBlood soaked tee shirt worn only once and left wet to remind me never to turn my back on you again.nnCounting all the days and nights since I've slept and you're not alone?nHow could anything this tragic turn into a laughing matter. Am I not alone?nnJust because you're rotting doesn't mean you're dead. It doesn't make you loved. You just got lost in it. nWe both love the money, we all love our friends. It doesn't make us pricks. nWe just keep falling in.nnI can't rest, my neck's too stiff. Is this remorse or hindsight making me delirious?nWith a goodnight kiss, these bloody lips whisper something about rats and sinking ships.nnBlood soaked tee shirt worn only once and left wet to remind me never to turn my back on you again.nnCounting all the days and nights since I've slept and you're not alone?nHow could anything this tragic turn into a laughing matter. Am I not alone?nnLeave me lifeless. n(A bloody whisper from your lips)nLeave me lifeless. n(Forget November, suffer this)nnA lie.nIf you don't believe a lie. nThat's how we live our lives.n