nnsmile torn in twonsweetened painnshe always laughsnat the most horrible thingsnknife in her heartnshe's smiling againndrowning insidenngoing numb on the outsidenripped all apart on the innholding back the tearsnfeeling painnshe says it's better thannnot feeling at allnsome form of being alivennshe always laughsnat the most horrible thingsnnshe always laughsnat the most horrible thingsnknife in her heartnshe's smiling againndrowning inside