slowly i've become alienated
as i discover my path
i didn't choose to believe what i don't believe in
and there's no taking it back
when the pressure's off
each day is a pleasure
on the ground that i till
i'll take my turn
like sisyphus goes up on the hill
it's hard enough to know what you want
let alone know what you need
i try so hard not to be offensive
till i offend myself
i spent some years leaking misinformation
now i'm patching the boat
still i go forth boxing my shadow
i gotta do it alone
let go of the grudge
there's freedom while i'm dropping the torch
it's hard enough to know what you want
let alone know what you need
oh i think i got it
fingers crossed
it feels like i've been waiting for the lotto
waiting for a moment of truth
oh i think i got it
even in the future they're still waiting for tomorrow
waiting for a moment of truth