A thousand times, too many timesnI've fallen back out of place from a dreamnThe bright sunlight, a rude awakeningnLike I'm seeing the colors leave the brush for the wall...n...that's when, into...nI reach into memories, I long to relive those times.nThose younger days.nIf only time would stop, stand still.nMaybe I could see myself, what I've become, it's sickening.nThis isn't me..nNo turning around. No turning back now.nI'm disappearing into my dream, I'm vanishing into the air.nLiberation, I'm free from all of this.nNow I must go, dissipate into the lights...