Through hours wasted no avail,nwe expanded our naive minds to new horizonsnthat would broaden our hearts to miles unknown.nConcepts, expound, declarations of devotion,nWords coming all at once, meaning nothing, yet so profound.nWe neglected to remember our tendencies toward failure.nnSo we let streetlight symmetry split our faces,nWe walked off the sidewalk and danced in my kitchen,nWe kissed like something right out of a movie.nOur laughter heard in Tokyo, disguised as my living room,nwhere I asked you wanted so you looked at me and smiled.nAre you into young love?nnThrough sleepless nights, time lost.nRecounting all the things that you told me you wanted.nTwo restless nights came like a slap to my face.nThese past weeks feel like a maelstrom.nThis was never the way you'd think this story would end.nWell I can't say that I'm sad and i can't say that I'll miss you,nbut I'll miss the feeling I'd get when you kissed me on the field.nnThanks for the memories and the Tokyo laughter.nThanks for the drawings, the secrets, and the letters.nI'm sorry I'll miss your birthdaynand you leaving for the city.nAnd I'm sorry that we couldn't work, and wasted our time.nI hope that you're happy with whatever you're doing.nIf you ever need to talk to me, i don't need to talk to you,nGoodbye, this is forever and forever starts with you.