Lying on my bed of nails.nWatching the stars fall from the sky.nMy dream is before me.nUnder my patient eyes.nnI wait for the comfort.nThe final rest, the final sleep.nA moment in time, to close my eyes.nAnd wait for the embrace of a dream.nnThe clock stops, the sky falls.nI startle awake to a beckoning call.nA mysterious shadow calls my by name.nI try to answer, as I dissolve the dream.nnOr is the dream now awake, I've always been.nTrapped in a cell of unreal delusion.nWatching my life, with seperated eyes.nWatching my birth, watching me die.nnStifling an emotion, I run into the dark.nThrow myself to the wind, my dull spirit turned sharp.nWith the anticipation of a final demise.nI'm still watching, with blind bleeding eyes.nnDon't cry for me, for my dream.nThat you hadn't cursed, that you couldn't see.nMillions by your coffin, holding you dear.nWishing you could arise from the tears.