all aboard the conductor screamednhe knew he was the only one who could save their dreamsnhe had to pick who lived and died solely by occupationnhe played god in all their livesnhe was the reason why a million people had to die on that daynand as he stared into all their facesnhe heard the screams of those trying to be savednhe played god in all their lives that daynnothing's as scary as the earth crumblingnnothing could numb the pain of knowing tomorrow will never benhe lit up a cigarette in hopes to calm his nervesnand as the smoke filled his lungsnhe prayed to an unmerciful lordnexcuse me sir i forgot your nameni'm just another nameless face that won't see another daynexcuse me sir i'm sorry that my worst nightmares are my only grasp on sanityni wish i could save this world from dyingnbut now it's my turn to become another piece of matter floating endlessly through the abyss abovenno love can save mentime stopped - it went all blacknall the memories that i've had from my past escaped through my brain nthe silence deafening could drive one insanenall that i've worked for and all the friends that i've made are just as useless as hoping a god might come savenno one can blame faith for trying to ease the painnbut when the world ends there will just be nothingnnothing