hey everything, fuck youni hate everything you do to meni despise every lie i've come to believenand i hate every evil thing that i seenthis juxtaposition of good and bad nremind me of the best and the worst dreams i've hadni'm either to happy or fucking sadnand i can't keep up with thatnand my job what a shamenjust a mountain of death filling up my brainni'm always tied to the tracks of the trainndesperately afraid of going insane (like my family)nand i' like to take advantage of a flock of wild birdsnto make to make my escape from this planetnchrist almighty i am thirstyni'm forever fat and uglynstumbling bumbling bastard stubblynfaces will always be hungrynand i don't know if i'm capable of helping anyoneni'm at the mercy of emotions of my better friendsn