my life is a game to survivennfor pleasures, attraction, hedonismnnwhat is real and what to believennthat's why some forget, others forgivenntime, space, distance, zero, empty,nnnegativennnnmy faith, it is my performancenncannot be acted, it is my imaginationnnevery risk minimized,nneverything controllednni'm just a soldier among billions ofnnfaceless peoplennnnblack equals whitenni see what i see and what to believennmy world, nothingness, emptinessnnhatred, agony, non-existencennnncandles burning, painless feelingnncold soul, dead meat revealednndo you see the same i seennit's called lifeless... and blisteringnnnnnothing matters, life is a gamennto maximize human utilitynnthis world without lifennonly faceless blisteringnnnnmy life is a game to survivennfor pleasures, attraction, hedonismnnwhat is real and what to believennthat's why some forget, others forgivenntime, space, distance, zero, empty,nnnegativennnnblack equals whitenni see what i see and what to believennmy world, nothingness, emptinessnnhatred, agony, non-existencennnncandles burning, painless feelingnncold soul, dead meat revealednndo you see the same i seennit's called lifeless