Just Kids
Patti Smith

I was asleep when he died. I had called the hospital to say one more good night, but he had gone under, beneath layers of morphine. I held the receiver and listened to his labored breathing through the phone, knowing I would never hear him again.


Later I quietly straightened my things, my notebook and fountain pen. The cobalt inkwell that had been his. My Persian cup, my purple heart, a tray of baby teeth. I slowly ascended the stairs, counting them, fourteen of them, one after another. I drew the blanket over the baby in her crib, kissed my son as he slept, then lay down beside my husband and said my prayers. He is still alive, I remember whispering. Then I slept.


I awoke early, and as I descended the stairs I knew that he was dead. All was still save the sound of the television that had been left on in the night. An arts channel was on. An opera was playing. I was drawn to the screen as Tosca declared, with power and sorrow, her passion for the painter Cavaradossi. It was a cold March morning and I put on my sweater.



I raised the blinds and brightness entered the study. I smoothed the heavy linen draping my chair and chose a book of paintings by Odilon Redon, opening it to the image of the head of a woman floating in a small sea. Les yeux clos. A universe not yet scored contained beneath the pale lids. The phone rang and I rose to answer.


It was Robert’s youngest brother, Edward. He told me that he had given Robert one last kiss for me, as he had promised. I stood motionless, frozen; then slowly, as in a dream, returned to my chair. At that moment, Tosca began the great aria “Vissi d’arte.” I have lived for love, I have lived for Art. I closed my eyes and folded my hands. Providence determined how I would say goodbye.


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  1959   25th Floor   25th Floor (& High on Rebellion)   25th Floor (& High on Rebellion)   25th Floor High on Rebellion   About A Boy   After the Gold Rush   Ain't It Strange   Ain't It Strange   Amerigo   April Fool   April Fool (Single)   Are You Experienced?   As The Night Goes By   Ask The Angel   Ask the Angels   Babelogue   Banga   Because The Night   Beneath The Southern Cross   Birdland   Blue Poles   Boy Cried Wolf   Break It Up   Broken Flag   Capital Letter   Cartwheels   Cash   Changing Of The Guards   Chiklets   China Bird   Come Back Little Sheba   Come Back Little Sheba (Outtake)   Constantine’s Dream   Dancing Barefoot   Dead City   Dead City [Live]   Dead To The World   Death Singing   Distant Fingers   Distant Fingers (Demo)   Don't Say Nothing   Don't Say Nothing   Dream Of Life   Easter   Elegie   Everybody Hurts   Everybody Wants To Rule The World   Farewell Reel   Fire of Unknown Origin   Fireflies   Frederick   Free Money   Fuji-san   Gandhi   Ghost Dance   Gimme Shelter   Glitter In Their Eyes   Gloria   Gloria: In Excelsis Deo; In Excelsis Deo\\ Gloria   Godspeed   Going Under   Gone Again   Gone Pie   Grateful   Gung Ho   Helpless   Hey Joe (Version)   High On Rebellion   Hymn   It Takes Time   Jubilee   Kimberly   Land   Land:; Horses\\ Land Of A Thousand Dances\\ La Mer...   Landmine   Last Call   Libbie's Song   Libbie's Song   Lo & Beholden   Lo And Beholden   Look At What Love Has Done   Looking For You   Looking For You (I Was)   Maria   Memento Mori   Memorial Tribute   Midnight Rider   Mosaic   Mother Rose   My Blakean Year   My Generation   My Madrigal   New Party   Nine   No Mistakes   Notes To The Future   One Voice   Pastime Paradise   Paths That Cross   Peaceable Kingdom   People Have the Power   Persuasion   Piss Factory   Pissing In A River   Poppies   Privilege   Privilege (Set Me Free)   Pumping   Pumping (My Heart)   Radio Baghdad   Radio Ethiopia/Abyssinia   Radio Ethiopia\/Abyssinia   Ravens   Redondo Beach   Revenge   Rock N Roll Nigger   Seneca   Seven Ways of Going   Smells Like Teen Spirit   So You Wanna Be   So You Wanna Be (A Rock 'N' Roll Star)   So You Want To Be   So You Want To Be (A Rock 'n Roll Star)   So You Want To Be A Rock N Roll Star   Somalia   Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough   Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough   Soul Kitchen   Space Monkey   Spell   Strange Messengers   Stride Of The Mind   Summer Cannibals   Tarkovsky (The Second Stop is Jupiter)   The Boy In The Bubble   The Jackson Song   The Mermaid Song   The Wicked Messenger   This is the Girl   Till Victory   Trampin'   Trampin'   Trespassers   Trespasses   Up There Down There   Upright Come   Waiting Underground   Walkin Blind   Walkin' Blind   Wave   We Three   When Doves Cry   Where Duty Calls   Whirl Away   White Rabbit   Wicked Messenger   Wild Leaves   Wing   Wing [Live]   Within You Without You   Words Of Love

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