Reach the sun that you climbednof your own design,nthe star's light patterned off ofnevery new decision you have made.nHang the sun where it staysnfor the rest of your days,na cliched metaphor for every condecsension you replayednin your head.nIt's all in your head.nAre you better off dead?nnFound the life that you cravednin the one that you saved.nThe star's lights patterned off ofnall the little shards upon the ground.nA broken image ofnall the things you loved,nall that remains inside your headnas you fell asleep to the soundnof sirens in your head.nIt's all in your head.nnAre you better off dead?nAre you better off alone?nIn one solitary moment,ndo you wish you hadn't gonenand filled your head,nwhen every silly moments done,nwith useless words that don't mean anything.nCan you forget about your past?nAre you better off dead?