He's dead. Right at the fall.nTo see myself wishing.nThe last words he said.nIn december of 2004.nnBeyond descisions, unsupervsion.nHis last smile, I won't offend it.nI have seen an end to you in everything.n(that you began)nWhen everything began.nThe last of what's in fall.nnRight next buried into a tree.nI'll hold my hands, in tears.nIn whats last unspoken.nIn his last winter, lonelyness.nDeath, is last. In life.nTo see his last of his smile.nnOn the last words he said.nOn thursday, of that cold decenber.nI won't penotrate on that day.nHis last december, on his one dying wish.