It's Not A Fairytale
Sarai

Ninth grade freshman year


So happy to be in high school


I shedded a tear


So many cute dudes to choose from


I knew it was one


That was right for me


Well I thought at least


He was the big guy on campus


On the football team


Basketball homecoming


He was voted for king


And there was me


I was on the cheerleading squad


Sweet six-teen looking for love in my heart


It was a beautiful thing from the start


I must say only problem was


My parents was strict


They ain't play


No phone calls after eight


No staying out late


I'm like dam give me a break


Hormones kicking in


Start displaying my shape


More concern with my looks


Then my books and grades


Headed no where fast


I was on my way


Curiosity come on


I know yall relate




It's been a year now I'm a sophomore


Mature and know more


But still I'm young and dumb


And plus I'm unsure


Who I am


What the future has in store


Man I'm trying to be grown


Cuz my parents now divorced


I took a charge to roll with Dough Boy


Moms tried to force me to move to New York


But of course that plan it fail short


She found herself caught up in court


For child support


Drama problems of all sorts


Stressing started smoking new ports


Carefree about the ones who care for me


Lost teen giving up on my dream


And as worst as it seems


Had me thinking crazy things


Like suicide that better everything if I jus die


Fullblown without guidance or a home


I'm startin to get stomache pains


That's strange what could be wrong




What do I do


I ask myself everyday


A child given birth to a child


What can I say


This wasn't suppose too happen


Here I am turned my back on my fam


Well god dam


This wasn't even part of the plan


I'm spazzin out


When I lay down at night the hurt


Just burst out I shout how could he leave


At my time of need


Especially now I'm pregnant


And due in three


Maybe I should have it


And give it for adoption


I can't graduate


I aint been to school since august


Often I hear this voice talking


In the back of my mind


So problems in my life


I just pray for my time to come


God take me leave my child behind


I'm on the run adrenalin pumpin


So angry I could kill something


Don't make me prove it


Cause if you don't do it


Then I will do it


I'm foolish and so stupid



Sarai It's Not A Fairytale


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