unjust response for your ignorance...nintensify my ragenunrest that makes me strongndisrespect underneathnthe innocence... magnify my hurtntemperence in pleasurentoo drunk to comprehend the guilt...nforget nothing... take it... you need it...nmake believe you love me...npretend it's candynone more time for the past...ntake the risknhave one more lick... one more sticknone more taste of my prick...njust for laughsni want her seduction of naked waysnstop taking... disappear...ndon't take my confidenceni'm muredering the love in my mindni'm murdering the love in your eyesndeny it... destroy it... unreal feelingnpushing harder... falling deeperncoward decision... envisionmentnlet me free this... cover your eyesnventing all pain to flow with no strainna discretion for this excusenthe years spent with child abusencold non-emotion overloadnhighly woundncomputer image scapegoatna rerun painstaking sequence codenturncoat of my closest brotherni speak my mind... my truth...na respond that's bleakni hate your fake... love... lust...nthe game... your mistakendon't think... don't blink...nlose your head to solve the linkni've tried to ignore this...nthe sweet taste of lust on my lipsndrastically makes my head twitch...nchemically... mentally...nspent eternity destroying itnrestrain to dominatenputting me in my fake mental state...nto be somethingnit's the disease i have...nmy drug... my lonely drugni could have it... it's in my facenlocked down... no escape