So here I sit again, telling myself that I cant do this.nBecause no matter what I do I feel like every little bit is uselessnI can’t ever seem to face you and look you in the eye.nSometimes I dream you’re there, but when I wake up…I realizenYou’re not going to be there when I open up my eyes.nnI guess I know that I’m just a nobody.nNothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.nI keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.nAnd I keep backing down…why can’t I just face this?nnThe voices in my head keep telling me to give up on you,nBut I keep turning back, I don’t know what to do.nMaybe I’m just wanting so much more than is my right.nBut I don’t care, but still I wonder why…nI can never get this image out of my headnnI guess I know that I’m just a nobodynNothing I ever want is the thing I end up with.nI keep getting afraid that you’ll never notice me.nAnd I keep backing down…why can’t I face my fears?nnALL THIS CONFUSION…DRIVING INSANITY TO MY CORE.nI LET IT ALL IN…AND IT HURTS ME SOME MORE.nI FEEL THE RAIN ON MY FACE…AS IT FALLS FROM THE DARK SKIES.nI KEEP WALKING ALONE…ON THIS EMPTY…NIGHT!