I’m the queen of catastrophe the faded spade card in your deck of heartsnSquint my eyes at the dealer he hesitatesnI can’t let my secrets out keep a straight face and calm the noisenOf this debt-ridden hand, I’m trying not to foldnTrying not to fold…nnWrestling timenI consciously rewind the second handnTry to find the hour…I’m alivenI realize, I’m alivennAlways try to comprehend as the odds of fate, start to wagenDo the ides of change make me feel alive?nThe voices are screaming out, it happens nownDon’t get weighed down, and fade awaynAway…nnWrestling timenI consciously rewind the second handnTry to find the hour…I’m alivenI realize, I’m alivennOoh…I’ve got a story to tellnOoh…I’ve got a story to tell younnYou can put me in a box I’ll break through the windownHold me down, I’ll fight for my life…I’m alive!nnWrestling timenI consciously rewind the second handnTry to find the hour…I’m alivenI realize, I’m alivennHere I go, grow by the lightnI realize, I’m alive, yeah!n