once again i am abandoned all hope is lost, what else is new?nnand i can't go on thinking about itnnhow in the past you've failed so many timesnni thought it would've been a wake up call by nownnbut i guess theres always something new you have to find out for yourselfnnnnso many lessons have been learned, so many bridges have been burnednninto the back of our memorynnas far back as it goes and still nobody knows...nnnnsome things will never changennsome things will always stay the samennsome things have no meaning but it's okay we might not make it anywaynnsome things will never changennnncan anyone explain to me what the word pathetic really means?nnat first it was funny but now it's an insultnni'm not angrynnit just seems that everywhere i look there's another person having problems instead of mennwhat has this world come to when all i see is me?nnnnit makes no sense to mennnone of this can be happeningnnbut I'll stick around with my feet on the ground waiting anxiouslynnand i just don't agreennwith some of the stupid ideasnnyou heard mennnncause i am abandoned