I curse the day when being open was abandoned.nNow my brothers see the weakness in my actionnAnd the way I walk screams defeat.nMy existence hurts those I love.nThis motion seems to drag me down.nWithout them there is defeat.nAnd when you find me I will listen to your words.nAnd they go with nothing more than a smile.nI would like to think that this burning will soon die.nAlone with hate for myself so save yourself.nWith a grin on my face.nI am sorry.nTake me back.nOh what forgiveness is?nI say bury your secret.n