n nI’m seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and coldnI cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old nI know it's temporary but I need to focus straight nI cannot believe I lost control of my fatennI need forgiveness from the people I truely care about nI need support behind my back to help me spit it outnI’m Gonna win nI can't afford to blow this onennI hate myself sometimes nI love myselfnI need this way of life because it holds me nI hate myself sometimesnI love myselfnIf contradictions the way of life, happiness is wealthyness is healthy nnNow I've made it through those lies and deceit nI think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore I’m sure nNow that I've found myself again it feels greatnI can't believe I'd lost control of my fatennI need forgiveness from the people I truly care about nI need support behind my back to help me spit it outnI’m gonna win nI can't afford to blow this one nnI hate myself sometimesnI love myselfnI need this way of life because it holds menI hate myself sometimes nI love myself nIf contradictions the way of life nHappiness is wealthyness is healthy nnI hate myself sometimes nI love myself nIf contradictions the way of life nHappiness is wealthyness is healthynnI hate myself sometimes nI love myself nIf contradictions the way of life nHappiness is wealthyness is healthynI hate myself sometimes nI love myself nIf contradictions the way of life nHappiness is wealthyness is healthynnI hate myself sometimes nI love myself nIf contradictions the way of life nHappiness is wealthyness…… nis healthynessnn