one day if im walking i will just drop dead,nand you can be the last one to hold my breath.nnndoctors can prescribe me lots of pills,nbut i still can't describe exactly how i feel.nnand i am letting go,nand i am letting go.nnand i must decide wether to confide,nwether to simply hide,nand i must realize i am a waste of time,na waste of life.nnnyou see me in the hallway and i turn pale.nwhen you hold my hand my heart starts to yell:nndoctors can prescribe you lots of pills,nbut no one will ever know how you feel.nand you are a failure,nand you are a failure!nnand i must decide wether to confidenwether to simply hide,nand i must realize i am a waste of time.na waste of life.