I've got a lotta things to do tonightnI'm so sick of making listsnOf things I'll never finishnI've lived here for the last 12 yearsnSince early 1995 all my shit has been in boxesnBut if I had a little more time to killnI'd settle every little stupid thingnYeah you'd think that I wouldnnBut I'm too tired to go to sleep tonightnAnd I'm too weak to follow dreams tonightnFor the first time in a long time I can saynThat I want to try to get better andnOvercome each momentnIn my own waynnI wonder if I'll ever lose my mindnI tried hard for awhilenBut then I kinda gave upnWinter is a killer when the sun goes downnI'm really not as stubborn as I seem,nSaid the knuckle to the concretennBut I'm too tired to go to sleep tonightnAnd I'm too weak to follow dreams tonightnFor the first time in a long time I can saynThat I want to try to get better andnOvercome each momentnIn my own waynnI'm not saying that I'm giving upnI'm just trying not to think as much as I used tonCause never is a lonely little messed up wordnMaybe I'll get it right some daynFor the first time in a long time I can saynThat I want to trynI feel helpless for the most partnBut I'm learning to open my eyesnAnd the sad truth of the matter isnI'll never get over itnBut I'm gonna trynTo get better and overcome each momentnIn my own waynnI so want to get back on tracknAnd I'll do whatever it takesnEven if it kills me