Wasn’t me nWasn’t myselfnGuess there ain’t really anyone else I can blame for my behavior nAnd this time I’m gonna pay nI wouldn’t do those things baby nIf I were you she said maybe you she said maybe should think twicenBut so much for advice when love is on the linennIt’s so fucked upnHow I always come right back nYou don’t even love me nCare if the Pain you cause kills mennI’m a big girl nI can take itnYeah I don’t mince wordsnI’ll never fake itnFully aware of the consequencesnOf this I’m not afraidnBut I am a woman down to my corenPretend there is a newborn where the heart is concerned nI may seem ok but inside this shell I die a bit more each daynnIt’s so fucked upnHow I always come right backnYou don’t even love menCare if the pain you cause kills menIt’s so fucked upnHow I always come right backnYou don’t even love menCare if the pain you cause kills mennAnd I know I’m sinking to the bottom of a lake nCause that’s where the bad girls go to revel in the fondest mistakesnBut I know that I’m not your onenYou were just having your fun at my expensenEven with lies while I defend your alibis nnWasn’t menWasn’t myself nGuess there ain’t really anyone else I can blame for my bad behavior nAnd this time I’m gonna payn