Dear diary,nnToday i'm gonna try, ni'm gonna wipe these shadows from my eyes,nLose the contradictions.. forget these lies.nnTime to start to enjoy this journey,nlet go of the edge and crash burning, nand i'm gonna have to do it on my own.nnSchizophrenic, Manic depressive, nat times a bit compulsive obsessive, nbut i know that i can do this on my own..nnDear Diary, nnToday im gonna try,ntry and wipe these teas off my eyes, nno more contradictions.. forget these lies.nnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnGotta stop trying and just let go.nnI know now this isn't real,nWe create ourselves everything we feel,nSo why the fuck would you ever want to kill me?nWhy the fuck do you want to see me burn?nnStopped me from breathing, stopped me feeling alive,nWhy does everything i do feel contrived,nPlease tell me I can do this on my own.nnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnGotta stop trying and just let go.nnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnI can do this on my ownnGotta stop trying and just let go.nnJust let go.